My strength is my vulnerability and honesty on social media.
My father was rushed to the hospital in the middle of the night last Saturday and he almost died. He is permanently disabled and he is going to a rehab facility for a month.
I developed seasonal affective disorder and I gained 10 pounds this winter, bringing my grand weight loss total to 100.
I am taking 10 credit hours this semester when I usually take 6. I feel overworked.
I have to start abilify which might make me gain more weight.
I discovered that if I'm not supporting a person's mental health, I feel useless to them which is why I'm always helping. I feel that way with women a lot.
I have never had a girlfriend and I'm having night panics about being alone and isolated.
But you know what? This is all temporary. All of our emotions are temporary. Good and bad are temporary and Bob Ross said you need a little darkness to know when you see the light. He said that as he painted which is what I want to do so badly. I would give up photography for it in a heartbeat.
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