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I've been sporadically working on another long-neglected project as my back and leg allow - this time, the New Wave Throw pattern by @lionbrandyarn.
I've always kept multiple projects going since I like variety and the ability to switch back and forth between things as my mood allows. Lately though, they've all felt like a huge sword hanging over my head, as I have multiple UFOs that are years-old at this point, and I haven't had the ability to create like I did when I was more able-bodied. It's been a very frustrating and often extremely depressing journey that I've chosen not to talk about at length publicly, mostly because I don't want to exhaust people with my problems or be a downer.
I've begun to consciously try to be more active as my body will allow, however, and there is one ray of hope keeping me going - I've finally been scheduled for a lumbar and pelvic MRI later this week, so I'm cautiously hoping that I will finally be able to have a concrete plan of action to relieve this constant pain I've been living with for the past thirteen months.
For anyone who has read this far, thank you, and thank you to everyone who has been supportive privately in the past few months. 💖💖
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